Tuesday, June 15, 2010

to stop or not to stop???

Ok so just a short post.

It is a crazy week Jodi Jeff’s sister is getting married this weekend and I am making my dress and Kabella’s dress. (Pray it goes ok for us!! Lol) and I just have a ton going on this week. We had strep last week so we are recovering from that. Yes my sweet little baby had strep! Oh yea and I thought that she was impatient before she got sick!!! But we all seem to be doing better.
I think that I am done pumping (breast milk). It is a very hard thing for me as it is for most mother but there is just think big green monster that keeps saying thing in my head that I suck and I am selfish if I don’t kill myself for my baby.!? It takes so much time and I have to do so much to keep it going she will only breast feed at night so I don’t have baby stimulation. Ahahahah I don’t know what to do will this always be a battle for me., will I regret stopping???

any way have go a lot to do better start my day.