Ok so just a short post.
It is a crazy week Jodi Jeff’s sister is getting married this weekend and I am making my dress and Kabella’s dress. (Pray it goes ok for us!! Lol) and I just have a ton going on this week. We had strep last week so we are recovering from that. Yes my sweet little baby had strep! Oh yea and I thought that she was impatient before she got sick!!! But we all seem to be doing better.
I think that I am done pumping (breast milk). It is a very hard thing for me as it is for most mother but there is just think big green monster that keeps saying thing in my head that I suck and I am selfish if I don’t kill myself for my baby.!? It takes so much time and I have to do so much to keep it going she will only breast feed at night so I don’t have baby stimulation. Ahahahah I don’t know what to do will this always be a battle for me., will I regret stopping???
any way have go a lot to do better start my day.
Hi there! Oh my goodness! Kabella is such a beautiful little doll! We sure are excited to see you guys! We are coming down to Utah from July 28th-Aug 4th! Ü
ReplyDeleteDon't feel bad! Brinley won't nurse from me and it is frustrating. I pump too. My goal is 6 months so you have already made it past my goal time! You can only do what ya can. Don't beat yourself up about it. Now days, most people just give their babies formula starting out, so just look at what you've accomplished instead of what you need to still. Giving your baby formula doesn't make you a bad Mom. It will all work out and be okay.
Anyway, hope that ya feel better! Sure glad that Jodi had a wonderful wedding! See you guys soon!